It's been about seven years since the first child was born.
In the meantime, I lived as a housewife.
I lived as a housewife and a barista,
It's been more than two years since I quit my shop and just lived as a housewife.
During the day, I'm with my kids
I took care of the kids and sent them to a kindergarten
Even if I had free time, I had to look at the children's House of Representatives time and come back.
I have rarely been away from the children at sunset.
On weekends, my wife plays with me at home
I go out somewhere, but it's the same when I'm with my children at sunset.
The kids are on vacation today, and my wife is taking a day off
I went out of the house by myself and spent my free time.
I went to my friend's company and ate together,
I went to a coffee shop that was good on YouTube,
I had dinner at my favorite Pyongyang naengmyeon restaurant and came back home.
The way home is dark,
I was stuck in a crowd of people heading home from work
When I was coming home by subway, I felt like I was getting off work for some reason.
That feeling that many people are familiar with
It was the end of the day that gave me a very strange and different feeling.
Sooner or later, the sunset without the children became too awkward for me.
The first child becomes an elementary school student.
Since she is a daughter, there are more and more moments when she needs her mother's hands than her father.
So I was talking with my wife about this and that
I once told him that my wife would quit and I would go back to work.
I closed my shop and took a few years off due to COVID,
My career has literally been cut off if I count the fact that I did the shop.
If I get a job again now… it won't be easy to get a good position.
Of course, it is not easy to start a business.
It's time for me to get used to coming home at this time
Isn't that the timing? I think about that.
When I got home, the second child fell asleep faster than usual.
So what's more, it's an awkward evening.
I want to remember the subtle emotions of this moment, so I put them in today's diary.
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